Today is my first day without you. Its 5.36pm now, 25 feb. From 2.16 pm, i have been crying since then until now. I know i can't survive till 25 march without you. But i will wait for you till then. I can't believe this is happening. I want to hold your hand. I miss you so much. 1 month without you, without your love. You know, I feel like killing myself already. Seeing you go is worst than the worst thing you can imagine. Baby, i want this 1 month to faster pass. I want to quickly go back into your arms. I miss you now...