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Some people go on searching what they are missing in life, while others stop and give up halfway. I am the others.I am wasting my life. I don't have a purpose at all. Living here is like living without a soul. Everything seems so dead. If i were to jump of the builing, i guess i will feel happier. Life is about being happy right? Then why do i feel so pathetic, miserable when im living? can i die without feeling pain? I love the sharp stinking pain when i get physically hurt. It takes away the brokeness in my heart. When can i stop putting a fake smile and really show my true colours. I hate it when people see me in a way that im not. What bullshit life i have seriously. I want to give up on life.