Bryan is turning 16 in half an hours time!!! HAH baby, happy birthday in advance to you! tomorrow will be an exciting day for you, cause i somehow got plan things for you? idk. LOL. anw, thank you for your love and support for the past 1 month plus coming to 2 months. Love you
Baby I miss you. I miss you so much. Its 12:18 am. My phone no prepaid and my phone also spoil. Now using spare phone. My dear gleniesha , I miss you so much now.. I received both messages you sent me. I cant reply but I miss you too. I was browsing through my com files when I saw a note I typed to kai yee. Haha. I laughed at the stuff I typed. Baby, please don’t leave me. I’m scared. I’m scared that karma would come bite me on the butt. I really love you. Not gonna say forever , but I’m trying. Darling I miss the first few days when we were together. You were oh so sweet. We would talk on the phone till 4am in the morning and somehow still have the energy to meet at 6. You would hug me randomly . That morning when you rushed up to kiss me and hug , was the happiest day of this year. Sorry. I know. I don’t have many happy days. But with you I’m having plenty. I can’t say all this on the phone. You know when you asked me to shut up? I felt hurt . Like seriously. But I love you so much. Baby please don’t make me turn into a monster. This was what the you know who did to make me treat her so badly. One of the reasons anyway. I love you so so much. I could honestly picture you in a wedding gown. I have no money , no car , no house. It’s okay if you won’t wanna marry me . Who would ? That’s why I’m gonna study hard just for you dear. I’m kinda obsessed with you. I’m not sure why . Baby sometimes I think whatever you say to me is just a replay. Something you say to everyone of your ex. I’m not sure but it’s not that i don’t trust you. I can promise you that i have never done so much for any of my ex. You give me a kind of love that is like drug to me. When you take it you feel high , when you don’t have it , you feel like shit. Would you leave me gleniesha tan siew koon? Would you? Cause i won’t. I don’t want just happy 1st monthsary. I want 1 , 2 , 3 , 4 ........20 , 30 , 40 anniversaries. Really. Sorry I’m just selfish. This is all that is going through my head. Maybe you will see it , Maybe you won’t. Anyway, today was fun dear. Not the movie but because I was watching it with you. Your cuddles in the cinema were just priceless. I love you. And I don’t know how I’m gonna survive tonight. I miss you so much. I teared ): It’s been a long time since i missed you this much. I’m sorry that I’ve not been a good
boyfriend. You deserve someone better you know that? Not some mummy’s boy. Alright. Im gonna go to sleep. See you tmr dear . Goodnights I love you.
20th SEP 2011
Hi baby. Im back. Its 9:37 pm. You’re packing your room i think? Haha. I miss you baby. I’ll see you tmr morning. Im gonna wake up damn early! And then cab to your house. Wait there till you wake up. Not being able to talk on the phone till you sleep sucks. Baby please bear with me one more month . Please ? Gleniesha tan siew koon. I love you my little princess.
It’s 11:58. Guess what. I made you angry again, Sorry. Imma still waiting for your message eh. And i miss you so much. Really.
21st SEP 2011
12:12 You texted me! Baby i don’t think you should really keep reading these stuff ! But it’s your interest. Actually i think its quite cool . But you’re scared now and i cant text you or call you. Im so sorry. You deserve someone better..
22nd SEP 2011
Hey girl. You’re in a bad mood once again. Sigh. I miss you. Was looking forward to talking on the phone with you. It’s 7:52 now. Damn baby. Wo hen xiang ni . Wonder will you text me tonight ? It would make my night dear. 7:54 you just texted me. Okay im sorry. But i really waited so long for a cab. Not gonna lie . i feel fucking shag now. I can’t do anything now. Well. Bye. See you tmr i guess.
I love you Bryan. Its 9:35pm now. Friday, 23 september 2011. Baby, your birthday is on monday, 26 september and i have prepared your birthday present. I did the best I could, with all effort, time and love. Just for you my dear.
I can't believe that i made that move today. I hurted you so much. But im glad you hold me, I broke down because of your undying love. I can't let a guy like you go. No, not at all. Today was the day that I realised how much I love you and how much you are to me. I won't let myself to make that same mistake again my dear.
I wish to walk down the aile to you one day. Im not asking for much currently. Just you. I love you so much dearest, and i want you to know, that you will not be replace. And I, Gleniesha Tan, will not break that promise again.
I love you Bryan Wong Zhi han♥
zz. anyways, its 7:20 now. I haven't bath and im lazy and tired to do anything. I wanna sleep. Seriously.
So, Bryan's birthday coming up and i guess im more excited then he is. HOHO. I haven't got him a present but I already know what im gonna get. Its a secret till the day itself. Stay tune to it.The weather is cooling isn't it^^V
I never thought i would see you in my future but now i can. I see me walking down the aile in a white gown with a glowing smile upon my face, see you standing at the alter looking at me with that millionare smile. The spotlight is on us. We're getting married. The best day of our life. Finally together, forever.
When you think that life sucks, remember you're gonna die one day. Yea, i love my life.
We don't see the light thats infront of us leading the way. We see it as an obstacle that is blocking us from the "good life"
Until one day, this light went away, all that was left infront of you were thorns, sorrows and death. You want your light back but she gave up and be with someone else. You thought that without your light, life will still go one fine or maybe better. But along the way, you're always alone No one to talk to, no one to love. Peer pressure everywhere. You gave yourself up, thinking that it was the end, you force things that weren't suppose to be with you on you and you lead yourself to your own grave. You fell for death. You're gone.
Don't you find it ammusing to have your enemy as your lover? Yep, this is exactly what I experienced. He was like someone I used look down to, someone who I won't want to be around with. But one fateful day, thanks to facebook actually, we chatted awhile but I still had the hate for him. We texted each other and I felt a tinge when his messages came in. I would literally leap onto my phone to view it. For weeks I was like the happiest in my family. My phone would lie beside me 24/7!!! For a second, I felt confused and weird. What was that feeling I felt whenever I talk to him, see him in school, and even when I stole a peak of him from my class window. I didn't believe that It was love until I realise that my stomach will churn and my heart will beat a beat faster when he called me at night and when he wanted to meet me in the morning. He would ask me to tell him how much I love him and whether I did miss him. I remember the first day when I met him in the morning, he started school at 8:15am while I start at 7:15am, he came all the way from his house just to send me to school at 7:15. He keep pastering me for his kiss! I was too shy then but i did it anyway one morning. I walked up to him, hug him and kiss him. And from that day on, every late day, he would wait downstairs my house at 6:30am and we would walk to school together, even till now. He notices every small things I do and he would point it out to me even when I don't realise it. Love was filled all over the air by then, I knew where we were heading to and for sure, I knew that he was not what I thought he was before. 11092011, I couldn't accept the fact that he was my boyfriend because it was enemies to lovers. I was hoping it wasn't a dream and it isn't. My life with him was working well and I didn't regret a single thing. He was always there when I need him, he was so loving and sweet. I couldn't believe it but I've learnt to accept the fact and Im loving him more and more each day. Love,
Gleniesha
I.L.O.V.E.Y.O.U.B.R.Y.A.N.W.O.N.G.Z.H.I.HAN
His Best Friend: What happened?
Boy: She’s just too much for me.
His Best Friend: What makes you say that? What did she do wrong?
Boy: Well, for one.. She only cared about her appearance. Always had to look good, always took forever to get dressed! So insecure..
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyes locked on her? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girl under your sleeve and not think otherwise? I see..
Boy: Oh.. Well.. She’d often call me or text me asking where I am, who I’m with, telling me not to smoke, not to drink. She’s so clingy!
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she cares about your well being? Because she cares about you a lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. I see..
Boy: But.. Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly mean. She can’t handle anything. She’s a crybaby!
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she has feelings? And because she just wanted to hear you say you love her? I see..
Boy: I.. Well! You know, she’d get jealous easily. I could barely talk to other girls! She’s so annoying! I had to hide it from her so she wouldn’t bitch about it.
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her? She thought you were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later and hurt even more? She just wanted the guy she loves the most to love only her. I see..
Boy: Well, she..
His Best Friend: You broke up with her because she’s good for you? She just wanted the best for you? She’s broken now because you were selfish. Are you proud?
Boy: I broke her heart.. Because I couldn’t see what was happening.. What happened to me?
His Best Friend: You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could. You see? You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you. THAT’S what happened.
I love this motha fucker since 11-08-11. And yes, tomorrow is our first monthsary. This is a little shout out for him. Hi fucker, I love you and thank you for the fun and lame -.- relationship you gave me. You are no what I expect you to be. HAHA. Stay happy love you <3Btw, If you guys didn't know, he used to be my enemy but now he's my lover. wow. Yup LOL.
