Baby I miss you. I miss you so much. Its 12:18 am. My phone no prepaid and my phone also spoil. Now using spare phone. My dear gleniesha , I miss you so much now.. I received both messages you sent me. I cant reply but I miss you too. I was browsing through my com files when I saw a note I typed to kai yee. Haha. I laughed at the stuff I typed. Baby, please don’t leave me. I’m scared. I’m scared that karma would come bite me on the butt. I really love you. Not gonna say forever , but I’m trying. Darling I miss the first few days when we were together. You were oh so sweet. We would talk on the phone till 4am in the morning and somehow still have the energy to meet at 6. You would hug me randomly . That morning when you rushed up to kiss me and hug , was the happiest day of this year. Sorry. I know. I don’t have many happy days. But with you I’m having plenty. I can’t say all this on the phone. You know when you asked me to shut up? I felt hurt . Like seriously. But I love you so much. Baby please don’t make me turn into a monster. This was what the you know who did to make me treat her so badly. One of the reasons anyway. I love you so so much. I could honestly picture you in a wedding gown. I have no money , no car , no house. It’s okay if you won’t wanna marry me . Who would ? That’s why I’m gonna study hard just for you dear. I’m kinda obsessed with you. I’m not sure why . Baby sometimes I think whatever you say to me is just a replay. Something you say to everyone of your ex. I’m not sure but it’s not that i don’t trust you. I can promise you that i have never done so much for any of my ex. You give me a kind of love that is like drug to me. When you take it you feel high , when you don’t have it , you feel like shit. Would you leave me gleniesha tan siew koon? Would you? Cause i won’t. I don’t want just happy 1st monthsary. I want 1 , 2 , 3 , 4 ........20 , 30 , 40 anniversaries. Really. Sorry I’m just selfish. This is all that is going through my head. Maybe you will see it , Maybe you won’t. Anyway, today was fun dear. Not the movie but because I was watching it with you. Your cuddles in the cinema were just priceless. I love you. And I don’t know how I’m gonna survive tonight. I miss you so much. I teared ): It’s been a long time since i missed you this much. I’m sorry that I’ve not been a good
boyfriend. You deserve someone better you know that? Not some mummy’s boy. Alright. Im gonna go to sleep. See you tmr dear . Goodnights I love you.
20th SEP 2011
Hi baby. Im back. Its 9:37 pm. You’re packing your room i think? Haha. I miss you baby. I’ll see you tmr morning. Im gonna wake up damn early! And then cab to your house. Wait there till you wake up. Not being able to talk on the phone till you sleep sucks. Baby please bear with me one more month . Please ? Gleniesha tan siew koon. I love you my little princess.
It’s 11:58. Guess what. I made you angry again, Sorry. Imma still waiting for your message eh. And i miss you so much. Really.
21st SEP 2011
12:12 You texted me! Baby i don’t think you should really keep reading these stuff ! But it’s your interest. Actually i think its quite cool . But you’re scared now and i cant text you or call you. Im so sorry. You deserve someone better..
22nd SEP 2011
Hey girl. You’re in a bad mood once again. Sigh. I miss you. Was looking forward to talking on the phone with you. It’s 7:52 now. Damn baby. Wo hen xiang ni . Wonder will you text me tonight ? It would make my night dear. 7:54 you just texted me. Okay im sorry. But i really waited so long for a cab. Not gonna lie . i feel fucking shag now. I can’t do anything now. Well. Bye. See you tmr i guess.